September 29, 2005
In those moments,
When tears scatter down my face-
my stomach tightens up-
As if, exerted 100 sit-ups.
The only time I actually
feel the muscles in my face-
Become sore and ache.
And my mind-
In that very moment,
I’m distant from any suffering,
any fears, distress,
agony, or torment from this life.
Sometimes it can last up to hours.
Sometimes just a tiny reminder
to tickles my mind.
This is the uncontrollable laughter
That I experience with my
My longtime loyal best friends.
The people in my life that I trust
And can count on.
When am in need of a shoulder to cry on.
When in trouble and need an honest opinion.
When my entire world is shattered and I need
A helping hand to piece it together.
When I need to feel protected from
All the harm that surrounds me
Healing from this chicanery life of foes.
This laughter is not something you can
Feel from an acquaintance.
From some one you just met on a lucky night.
Its not a laughter your feel alone.
Not a laugh that can be inspired by no
This is a perpetual laughter-
Only sensed with people-
That I’ve invested precious moments with.
Learned their every annoying habits
And loved every second of their kind
Such giving and loving hearts;
My mother my father my sister
My brother my best of best friends.
My loved ones.
This was the uncontainable laughter that I felt
Next to you.