Samantha,
Every day I look at you is like the first time
it's not even a glance that almost launches my heart out
of my body
it's common knowledge I never had a chance in the first
few weeks I knew you
and with any other girl, I would've shrugged and moved
on
but you keep me in a trance of liquid serenity without
even
noticing you are so untouchable... natural and beautiful
it's as if like a goddess of nature you rose out of the
earth
I think of everything possible to shade your presence
in my mind
I cannot think of you without losing myself for hours
my view of amused disdain towards most young women seems
meaningless and
shallow if ours eyes meet for even half a second and I
have to lower my head
whenever I sense you are in the same room as me
I cannot have a normal conversation with you because I
forget what I am going
to say before the words come out of my mouth
and I have to play it off with a casual question
I want to say a hundred thousand things to you
it is through your innocent questions, way with others,
and laughter
that I understand more about myself more throroughly than
any person could
tell me
you teach me without ever saying a word and you don't
even know it
and I am bound to you in a way that I myself cannot break
away
I cannot even pray that you feel the same
I love you.
Maziar
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