در قلب من نمیر
قهری اگر گذشت
از من بدل مگیر
— اُستاد مشیری
هیچوقت تو زندگیت پیش اومده که دل کسی روشکسته باشی وآرزو کنی که کاش نشکسته بودی.
اگرمیشد که ازش پوزش بخوای چی میگفتی…..
هیچوقت فکر نکن دیره…حتی اگر او دیگه پیشِت نباشه….
Have you ever broken a heart and never had the chance to mend… What would you say if you had the chance…
It’s never too late, even if he or she is gone…
Tell your story…..
Here is mine….
……6 years ago I went to visit my family in IRAN after 24 years. Naturally had not seen most of my nieces and nephews… I was in heaven. The experience was surreal. I had spent all of my 3 weeks I was there, with the family…. one of those nights my 15 years old nephew who was just glued to me, wanted to spend the night at our house, but his parents insisted he should go with them. My nephew looked at me…. the look was full of unspoken words…. words asking me to intervene so he can be with me a little longer….. But I never did. I don’t know why, but I just didn’t……
2 years later my nephew who was now 17, got cancer and died within 3 weeks……
He died and left me with this forever longing for his presence and that if he was alive….
I am so sorry Ashkan Jaan, I am so sorry that I took my time with you for granted….