January 4, 2001
Drowing in this abyss
I've just read the note from Unlimited Madness ["You
like Iran to be like America"]. I don't want to judge about what
he/she is saying. But I can not deny shouting out loud "Hey....You
are just using American offensive phrases and words...".
I'm Iranian, too. And I live in Iran where I know people who don't know
the difference between "F_ck you" and "God Bless You"
and they shoot each other. I know teenage girls who have sex more than
10 times a day. There are men who don't think about America when they're
having sex with a girl the same age as their daughters. I know wives in
Iran who cheat and they haven't got MTV in their houses.
And there are gays and lesbians who are not bisexual just as an alternative
life style, but have had a hard, dirty, unimaginable childhood in the background
of their lives. They can't be cured because they are believed to be animals
not mental patients. They just stay in the darkness. They just stay the
same. No one helps them. Then some day, they finish it all with their hands.
A man who shoot another, a prostitute, an unfaithful wife, or a bisexual,
all are the result of our dirty pride and prejudice. We call it "ergh-e-melli"
or "mazhab" when we close our eyes on these painful things happening
to these poor people. America doesn't exist. That trashy, dirty American
culture that you mentioned is just living within us all. Doesn't matter
if somebody in Iranian.com wants to change us or not. We are drowning in