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They OWE us

For everyone who knows or doesn't know, Mehdi Mahdavikia has been my favorite Iranian soccer player for many many years. I am proud of his

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Diaspora

Here I am, sitting here, dressed head to toe in the freedom of expression, blue mascara on my face, and I am lost. Today began

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Poem to my beloved

8 a.m. back of the bookstacks it's where our friendship grew waiting for my ex-karate teacher to stroll in with his gymbag that never held

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Put a stop to it

He drank the sweet elixir of martyrdom 22 years ago, and he died. He tied a grenade around his waist 22 years ago, and he

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Losing wisdom

I lie in this cold, plastic chair, and look up at the drab ceiling, bored out of my mind. Light, classical music plays in the

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In their honor

Freedom. Human Rights. Equality. Meritocracy. Respect. Democracy. Tolerance. Civility. On July Fourth, as we Iranians in the San Francisco Bay Area gather together for weekend

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Kiss

Almost twenty and yet she had never felt the pressure of someone else's lips flutter against her own. When she was little, she would lie

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Veshkoon

The tear drops fall down along the collar of my sweater as I wipe away at them with a free hand and raise the stereo

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Who will remember us?

Teens on the verge of adulthood, adults clinging to the last years of innocence. The generation before mine, that of my parents, was multi-faceted, controversial,

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Discretion

I always catch him when he is at his worst. The tiny bead of sweat rolling off his brow takes its time, gently traveling along

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Apple pie

The restaurant's patio is nearly empty. An old couple sit shivering beneath a heater. They are the last of the early-dinner diners. When they finish

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Oppressed once more

So I was an Iranian, a kid born to parents in America who themselves had been born in Iran. So I walked around humming Dariush

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For the United Nations

Lost child, blinks blue eyes, hot tear flows, as billion dollar bombs engulf ten cent shacks in flames and the once-glittery dreams of honorable men

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Full circle

Covered and smothered by heavy, wet blankets. It's dirty laundry. The sock without a pair. My lucky red ones. Bad luck. Lots of blinding white

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Nesfe jahan away

It is a strange and daunting task, preparing yourself for a loved one's death. Not death, I was wrong to use that term. I promised

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The same wish

When good things come along, we never have the ability to cherish them, to appreciate them. Maybe it's part of human nature. Our one fatal

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Count your blessings

For weeks now, I have been catching him do this, almost in a carefully planned manner. He walks through the door, down the hall, his

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Nothing to lose

Every once in a while time stand still and the people of the world can do nothing but sit and watch, open-mouthed, their hearts beating

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Long Live Iranian TV!

I was born an American. I have one of those shiny little blue passports with the gold writing that some illegal immigrants would kill or

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Javad 101

It struck me as I was reading ” Kotlet?” and taking a long-awaited trip down memory lane that not too many Iranians who have been

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Help your hamvatan

One of the most defining moments in a teenager's life is when her father tells her, “Honey, I think I found the car for you!”

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Pay it forward

I saw a movie the other day called Pay It Forward, and I laughed, and I cried, and I smiled. For the first time in

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No refunds

Waking up from a deeply troubled sleep, my legs still entangled with the sky blue blanket. It's the same blanket that my parents wrapped around

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