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Do you love poetry?

“Do you love poetry?” Someone asked me. I used to listen to Shamloo citing the poems of Rumi and Khayyam during the nights of war

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Becoming

Betty was my best friend. We were both obsessed with Orhan Pamuk. I have to confess that this obsession didn’t come to our mind naturally.

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Half a child

The war started on the last day of the summer 1980. It changed everything. It destroyed our neighborhoods and brought whoever lived in the lasting

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Zoroastrian Poem

My friend Dolly was the last one who saw P. alive. Peter Rostopovich Stihotvoreniev was Dolly’s boyfriend, but everybody had already forgotten his full name.

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Dilemma

It’s a dazzling summer morning. The breeze moves the shining waves of sun with care. Foreign birds fly in the sky with harmony. A masked

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Lily’s Magnolia

Lily Flower had never worked in her life. She was the last member of Flower family, well-known in Hustonville, Tennessee. At ten, her parents called

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The Falling Stream

Waiting had never scared me so much. Waiting for a free shower, for a peaceful moment of loneliness among the crowd, inside those walls made

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Broken camera

Spring of 79. I hadn’t yet turned twenty. It was the day of the demonstration against the banning of the last liberal newspaper, Ayandegan, only

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Witness

It’s hard to be a victim. It is harder to be a witness. Every man in my childhood city — at some point in their

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Signs of life

The room went dark. She was still in there. It was the last incident. Unnoticeable and ordinary. Most of the similar incidents that had taken

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Unspeakable

Flies and mosquitoes. An eagle flies above the trees, above the lake, above the sandy road, above the tent. I zip up the little window.

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Forgetting monsters

My boys love video games. They sit for hours in front of the TV set and stare at the screen while their fingers silently move

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Monsters

My memories of my childhood are mostly vague but still I can remember being on the playground of my old school; while other children played

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Walls and ceilings

Then the guard throws me in the cold room and the metallic sound of the closing door echoes in the darkness. My foot gets stuck

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Clichés

A man was walking at night. He stopped at the middle of the narrow wooden bridge to gaze at the surface of shining water flowing

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Love

The carpet on my face is scratchy. It smells like dust and dead spider. I lift it to breathe. I crawl on my back and

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Sick of Goodbyes

I woke up by the morning light. It was still too early, everyone else was sleeping. I panted in silence. Our new cell had long

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Dream of becoming

I had written it as one of my first assignment for Philomene Long. I just made some changes, to make it something special for Mother’s

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My hero in the dark

There is a story behind each myth. Myths are supposed to be about the dead people, but our family’s favorite myth was about me. The

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Do you love me more?

Before I got married, I never wanted to have children. I had my own philosophical reasons. The futility of life, the impossibility of changing the

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Hatred tree

Today I asked my mother why she named me Azarin. My name, Azarin, means a type of volcanic rock similar to granite. When volcanoes erupt,

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