lelakoopal's blog

Personality type.. ?

lelakoopal — Mon, 09 Aug 2010 05:25:48 +0000

Lately I've been thinking a lot about life and what kind of person I would like to be. When I'm lying on my death bed (assuming i get that courtesy and don't die in another, more random and quick fashion), would I rather look back and regret decisions I made, or decisions I didn't make? For now, I've come to the conclusion that I would rather live TOO much life than not enough life. I've only got one shot at this life, and I'm going to try and make the most of it I can. Too many people spend their days nervous and shy and wondering "should I.... what will they think....

A little more about me

lelakoopal — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 02:13:32 +0000

I am not a bad person

lelakoopal — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 00:36:01 +0000

Recently I have made many mistakes that a sixteen year old with a bright future such as myself has no business making, but it wasn't until this past week that I learned you have to let it go. I got arrested for stealing alcohol, my parents found out I was a party girl and a thief, I felt I'd hit rock bottom.

In Loving Memory of Justin Nathan Myers

lelakoopal — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 05:19:46 +0000

Rest in Peace...

A face we love is missing

A voice we know is stil,

A place is vacant in all our hearts,

That only you could Fill.

Tears in our eyes,

They won't go away

We wish you were here with us today.

We knew you never meant to hurt us,

Or to make us cry.

Our thoughts of you will always stay,

If only things didn't end this way.

And now you've brought it to the final end,

Anthony Rhoads

lelakoopal — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 21:48:30 +0000

On November 15, 2008, my family and I attended the funeral of a four-year old baby boy named Hunter Anthony Rhoads. His father works with my step father in law enforcement. On November 6, 2008 Hunter had been at home with his twin brother, older sister, and mother while the father wasn't at work, but wasn't at home either. After getting off of work either the day before or maybe even that day, he had put his revolver that he uses for work up in his closet "...where [he] didn't think a child could reach it..." Apparently, a child could reach it, and Hunter Anthony Rhoads did,

The beauty of grace.

lelakoopal — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:32:58 +0000

These past few years I have made some of the dumbest, most stupid, and biggest mistakes I have ever made, and I have no doubt that I will either repeat them or make dumber and bigger mistakes in the future. Luckily, as said in Ephesians 4:7. "But each of us was given grace... " This is my favorite quote ever. It tells me that yes, humans are a corrupt species, its our nature to make mistakes! But its the grace of God, or whatever you as the reader believes in, not to erase those mistakes, but not let them define us.

What is a sayed? Sorry I don't know how to spell it. :(

lelakoopal — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 21:27:49 +0000

My mom told me that my sister and I are sayeds.. can anybody fill me in on what they are?

Please and thank you! :)

Leaving Chile :(

lelakoopal — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 04:21:34 +0000

So I can't stay for 6 months... it's going to be a very sad goodbye but
I'm going to study until my brain explodes when I get back to the US so
I can come back and study here again for another few months :) Studying
in Chile has been the experience of a lifetime; I wouldn't trade the
memories, lessons, or friendships for anything in this world. I will
cherish this experience for the rest of my life<3

Llego en Chile!!

lelakoopal — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:06:54 +0000

Llego en Chile! Ah me gusta mucho Ovalle! Los personas es muy simpatico :)

Step 1 completed!

lelakoopal — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:46:55 +0000

Wow so I've all ready completed phase one (or should I start saying "uno"?

No title, just another poem.

lelakoopal — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 16:49:39 +0000

When I was thinking about my friend last night I wrote a poem for her.

Missing Lynzee Jean Ferrell

lelakoopal — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 05:08:22 +0000

So I'm pretty stoked I'm lucky enough to get to go to South America.. but I am really really scared!! The one thing I'm the most upset about though is the one person I want to share this all with and go through it with isn't here :( It really really really hurts that she's gone and although I know she's always with me in my heart, it's not the same. I'll never be able to hang out with her again, I can't have long talks with her about everything or nothing, and I'll never be able to laugh at my little midget anymore!

My foreign exchange trip

lelakoopal — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:46:58 +0000

People surpise me

lelakoopal — Sat, 31 May 2008 00:47:42 +0000

Sometimes it surprises me how people can be just so dishonest. It's not difficult to tell the truth, it's a heck of a lot easier than lying because then you just dig yourself a deeper hole!! Sure, I've told my share of lies, but what teenager hasn't?

Spider's Web

lelakoopal — Mon, 26 May 2008 23:46:25 +0000

Here's a poem I wrote for my English class, it's terrible but whatever, people need to get their writing out there. :)

Spider's Web

So intricately woven

It delicately stands,

Surpassing all the seasons,

It's a beauty of the lands;

And some lovely spider searching for a place to make it's web

Finds this spot of shade, among the flow and ebb.

This sight we awe and marvel at,

It sparkles and it gleams;

I love this site!

lelakoopal — Sun, 25 May 2008 02:14:16 +0000

I love how there is a website for just Iranian culture and history and whatnot. :)
And so far the people are really really nice and helpful that are on it.. Yay!! :D

Searching for Culture

lelakoopal — Sat, 24 May 2008 23:08:54 +0000

When I was very young, the Persian side of my family, my dad, left for China. As bad as it sounds, while I had the chance to learn about my culture I didn't because I didn't understand how precious one's culture is, and I was embarrassed to be Persian. Now that I am a little bit older, I regret pretending I was only Austrian and Irish. I would love to learn about the Persian culture and Farsi in hopes that I can realize my identity more, since I believe one's background is a crutial part of them. If you can help out thanks bunches :)