Friday
March 17, 2000
Yaar dar khaaneh
In reply to Gold-Boy:
Naameye ziba va saraasar ehsaase to ra be Iranian khaandam va baraaye
tamami e ensanhaye paak va sadeghi ke az zendegi yek donya entezaar va
hezaarha aarezoo daarand geristam....
Man ham paj saale pish dorost baa hamaan afkar va ehsaasate to az Iran
khaarej shodam va mikham kami az tajrobiate khodam baraat begam. Man injaa
baa iraanihaye ziadi barkhord kardam va be jor-at meetoonam begam ke hichkodaam
az aanha ehsaase khoshbakhti nemikonnand. Aadam vaghti ke hanooz tooye
Irane hameye moshkelaate khodesh ro be vaziate jaame-e nesbat mide, amma
vaghti ke vaarede donyaye be-estelaah AZAD mishe taaze halish mishe ke
ei baaba faghat ghesmati az oon moshkelaat marboot be ouzae-ejtemaaii boodeh.
To migi tafrih nadaari. Fekr mikoni injaa tafrihe javoona chie? Unhayee
ke saalem hastand tafriheshoon Cinema, koohnavardi, safar va injoor chizast
ke dar Iran ham gheire momken nist, amma ba kamaale ta-asof bayad begam
ke tafrihe kheiliha gozarandane shab taa sobh dar disco, mast kardan va
baalaa avordaneh.....
Midoonam ke azadi kheili nemate bozorgie, amma yek nokteh mohem ke tooye
een 5 saal behesh pey bordam eeneh ke, mohemtarin bakhsh az zendegi har
kasi ro khodesh meesaazeh.
inja ham bishtare mardom joz sare kaar raftan o bargashtan hichi dige
halishoon nist. Injaa ham mardom az sar dar gomi harf mizanand.
To ham khodet baayad aastin baala bezani va zendegit ro avaz koni. Yek
grouh doost peydaa kon, ba ham invar oonvar berid, kooh berid, safar konid.....
Boro va donyaye atraafe khodet ro behtar bebin. Va dar zemn be aayandeh
ham omidvaar baash.
man ham zamaani ke dar Iran daaneshjoo boodam fekr mikardam man az Iran
biroon raftan ro magar dar khaab bebiinam. hala hasrat mikhoram ke cheraa
Iran ro behtart o bishtar nadidam va chera ghadre boodan ba oonhaii ro
ke doosteshoon daaram nadoonestam.
Nemigam fekre az Iran raftan nabaash, baash, amma emroozet ro kharaab
nakon. Baraaye bedast aavardane oonche nadaari talaash kon amma nazaar
oonghadr fekret ro mashghool koneh ke oonche ro ham ke daari naadideh begiri.
Az Iran ke rafti khodet khaahi deed kheili az oon chizhaii ro ke aarezoo
daashti dar daroone vojoode khode to makhfi boodeh va to nemitoonesti peidaashoon
koni......
YAAR DAR KHANEH O MAA GERDE JAHAAN MEEGARDEEM.......
Neda X
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