Your baby, tonight
Manoucher Parvin
December 7, 2005
iranian.com When my old dream
Came true at last
And my imagined Persian lover
Blossomed in the autumn of my life
Serendipitously,
It was no longer the same dream
And we were no longer
The lovers
I had imagined to be.
A wrinkle or two
Were stitched
On our skins
And pegged into our pasts
With little room left for new learning
Or openness
For new understandings.
And so conflicts stirred
Within us and between us
And froze unresolved
Like icicles of a harsh unending winter.
But still our passion like wild fires sprung up to the sky
And turned the clouds into giant roses.
Watching the snowfall
Whitening the autumn
Leaf by leaf and color by color
And watching the orange-blue flames
Of the burning wood
Watching us flame by flame
And tasting the scent of the wood
Tasting us log by log
I take her in my arms
Gently
And with my desirous fingers
I worship her divine skin
And reach for her soul
As if she were
A gift from Eros!
Tossing our discords aside
And glowing from my lustrous touch
She dons a poetic smile
That only Michelangelo could create.
And says sweetly like a happy Tar
"I wish I was young enough
To make your baby, tonight!"
And I reply sadly
Like an old croaking drum:
"And I wish you were not,
Being the quarreling babies we are!"
Time thrusting forward
Unconsciously
And without a conscience
Buries dreams,
And the dreamers alike.
And as the fire goes black
And she says the last goodbye
With tears mixing with our last kiss
I feel entombed in the past
And scream at the heartless time
A scream of being buried alive in time.
"Time, stop ticking, this second
Leave me alone
Or else I will run away from my grave
With legs of bare bones
And a heart of broken valves!"
Poet
Professor Manoucher Parvin has published novels, poems, and short stories and numerous works in various sciences. His latest book is a novel-in-verse entitled: Dardedel: Rumi, Hafez, and Love in New York; published by The Permanent Press. New prints of Parvin‚s previously published novels: Cry for my Revolution, Iran, and Avicenna and I: The journey of spirits are forthcoming. Professor Parvin has served as President of two international organizations and TV and radio commentator here and abroad and has been on the editorial board of several scholarly journals. He has lectured in many countries of the world.
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