Prayer
(for Maya)
May 8, 2006
iranian.com
Behind me on this sea of granite, tin flash and etiquette
I find soap bubbles—
I’ll send them off to you
And flowerpots you left in our apartment—
I’ll water them as reflections
I’ll come and I’ll recite and spread myself in your devotion like water and reason—
As the light that rushes like soft flutter beside your heart, and today I saw
A deeper shade of red than I had ever seen
And immediately I swelled with song
And the Leaves began falling and the memories made their calling
I was whole again
A memory of you rattled the dark shelters of my silence with warm cups of light
With the smell of urban poets and thoughts, as lifeless as friendship
Caged by my crafty pigments of you
Excavated by my illuminations of you
I was a boy throwing the decay of my lead into the unthinkable
You were my unthinkable name
The silence in every crevasse of my dampened cell
And now whole again
You set off passed the stillness of the sky
Into the garden of my prayers and I
Hear the throbbing of my heart, my secret wishes-those windows
Witnessing the fingertips of dawn
Clinging its cool breath over my hands for space
To keep the logic of Creation’s Instinct
Whole
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