Find the key
October 22, 2005
Don't ask me to cross the ocean,
Or swim the deepest sea.
Don't ask me to reach for the highest star,
Or fly like a bird for you.
Don't ask me to say what's inside my heart,
For I will never see the light of tomorrow.
Don't ask to give precious memories,
For my life will be filled with sorrow.
Don't ask me to wish upon a star,
To carry our love for eternity.
Or ask me to cry or plea,
Whenever you turn to leave me.
Don't ask me after three years of kisses and embrace,
To still give you my innocence.
Or ask for my heart and hand,
When all you feel is greed and selfishness.
Don't ever ask me to say, "I love you"
Because before I do,
You have to find the key to my heart again.
And prove your love for me is true.
So don't ask me anything before you do.....
Tears are falling from my eyes,
As I sit and cry at night.
Blood is dripping from my heart,
As I try to write.
I have so much pain,
I'm hurt a lot,
I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart.
No one understands why I love you,
I don't know where to start
And I don't know where to end.
Love hurts so much,
Like a thousand stabbing knives,
Especially when you have all this pain,
That you wish you could deny.
I'm so sore right now,
My heart is racing fast,
I wish I could forget all this,
And leave it in the past.
But there will always be a memory,
A memory of us both,
How we both loved each other,
And in my heart I'll have to hold.
I will always hold this memory
Even though you won't care,
And the scar you left in my heart
Will always be there.
The anger deep inside
Locked up tight
Grows more and more
With the disappearing light.
Hope washed away
No more new starts
After so many ruined minds
And never mending hearts.
A mouth never smiling
Eyes so haunted sad
Feet still trying to run
From when it all went bad.
Puzzles never solved
Confusions never resolved
Simple for the hand of life
The hand which will always fade.
Someday you'll cry for me,
Like I cried for you.
Someday you'll need me,
The way I needed you.
Someday you'll miss me,
Like I missed you.
Someday you'll love me,
But I pray I won't love you anymore.