For a united Iran and Toran

This story is written by a boy of thirteen years old, I tried to translate it. The time of story is over 55 years ago. 1955

Some time there is a bad mood in the human being. I feel alone and desperate as I have a disease in me. I was in very bad condition and my whole body was tired and upset. I thought the only way to reduce this situation; I should go to see people. As the human being is a society animals and should be with other people. I did not want to stay in the line of cinema so I went to a Mosque to listen to a preach of an Islamic clergy man, a Mullah.

Mullah Sadegh Rozekhon was that type of clergy man who should always put Hana in his bread and may be his hair also. ( Hana is a flowers or vegetation which will be dried and you can use it to dye your hair) he loved his bread be colored by Hana. He did not know anything from the new science and had no knowledge about the modern world. He thought like the people seventy years ago in Iran. And he loved a simple life. If you happened to go to his house, you thought you are a hundred years back in the time. He was not rich if a thief will come to his house, he should look for a while to find may be something valuable to take with. The poor thief should leave his house without nothing in his hand. That was his house. His wife was a very traditional woman and such woman who hate sex and do not understand about love. They marry, just to be married and have house or husband or may be have children. Or they marry; because their parent want they should marry. Some how the sex or love is passive or killed in them partly. So he could not have sexual intercourse with her, when ever he wanted. The poor Mullah with his hard little man, wanted so badly to have intercourse with her and he was like snake who saw a good food, but she runs away and said you are a clergy man you have to think about God and Imams not about sex and love. These actions is good for young European studied boys not for an old man like you. Shame on you it is thirty days to Ashura the Hossein death time and you take your little man so big and wanted to put in me, between my legs. Shame on you. You clergyman. You should think about other world and not think about your penis.

The poor Mullah with the big wooden hard little man between his legs gets red and shy as he could not control himself and asked her to have love and sex with him. But the little man does not let him in peace; he wants to go to a nice warm wet tight place which it was between her legs, her long beautiful long legs. Robab khanom was a very young beautiful woman. She was from North Iran and she was white like paper and had green big eyes. She was may be twenty five years younger than Mullah. She was about twenty eight and Mullah was fifty three years old. They had two children.( In that time there no anti babies piles and many woman afraid to have intercourse , because intercourse mean pregnancy. Even if they were very careful and the man could bring himself out in the time he feels the sperm will come out, it was not a sure way. And many women get also pregnant. So the Robab khanom or Soraya did not want to have sex with him as the sex means another child and another child means a lot of problems. She married him as she was fourteen.)

Soraya hated the sex and love, as the income of Mullah was very limited and not enough. So she tried to run away from him as far as she could. And because she was a tall and strong woman, Mullah could not force her to obey his commands especially about sex. The wife was also intelligent and refer Mullah always to the speech and preaches he did in the mosque. These command what Mullah gives to the people was created by himself and were not written in the theological books. For example you should not make love or sex in the Moharam or Safar or fourty days before or after these Arabian months ; was something that he created by himself, as he love Imam Hossein so much. Now he should pay for his false preaching by himself and his little one make him crazy by not be satisfied. So in this time Mullah takes a book and starts to read it, in the hope that he will be free from the little Satan between his legs. In the time that he preaches and sees that beautiful women , corpulent like a ship move themselves and cry because he sings payers, he got very satisfied and he wished that he could kiss and love all these corpulent sexy women who came to his preaches.

But he afraid a lot to have any relationship with other women. If the people know what will happen? So he should also try to kill love or sex in himself as his wife did not want any intercourse any more. He did not make a good money, so he had no possibilities also to have such women who make love for money. He could not pay them. So he tried to ignore his sexual wishes and try to be calm and normal. If the people trust him more he could also be invited in the private houses of rich people and be between a lot of women who prepared good food for the Sofreh. ( in Iran the women have such a religious party, in the name of one Imam, they invite other woman and they prepare a lot of good food and they also invite a clergy man to pray and preach for the women. Sometimes there is also female clergy woman who does the same thing. But if they trust a male , they will invite him also.) so if his wife say bad words about him, may be he will have no chance to be invited by private people for preaching in the house. So I saw him on the top of his place( in Mosque there is a high chair, named Manbar, and the Mullah goes up about ten feet and sit there on a chair, so he is ten feet higher and can see in the man or woman section easily. )I was in the man’s section which is divided by a piece of clothe generally black from the women’s section. All people were sitting on their bottom and were pretending to listen to him. They were polite and it seems that they are trying to understand the preach of Mullah.

Mullah said a lot of Arabic words, I knew some Arabic, but I did not understand none of those Arabic words. Next to me there was a simple worker, who comes to Tehran to work in the summer for building activities. They have no place to live and they live in the buildings that they start to build. And they sleep on the sky until the building has some roofs. So after their work they eat and they have a lot of time to spend and the mosque is the cheapest place for them. Sometimes they gathered together and sing and if the have a musical instrument they play that one, too. He looked at Mullah as he wanted to put him in his eyes. But he could not understand any words that he uttered. He came there to know something from Mullah, but he tried so hard to understand and he could not understand the language of Mullah. His language was almost created by him. Even if somebody knows good Persian and Arabic could not understand all his speech as he created a lot of words and sentence by himself and he mispronounced them also.

I think he give up and started to think independently for his own problem. The face of his wife and children were in front of his eyes. He may be did not work today and he had no money today to buy some food, so he came to the mosque to have some dates or candies. His hunger stomach makes some noise and he shied for this sound. He did not leave the mosque, because he hoped to get some food. Sometime in the mosque was good food, which the people served for their death or for other purposes. But it seems; there was not food today. As the people who run today preach were not able to pay for food. So there was only some water colored tea with sugar. The poor simple worker or agricultural worker in his village, sat like a man who has been connected to the electric, quite and sad. The skin of his belly was almost close to his back bone. I do not know what he was thinking about, but I know that he understood that the people should help each other and create jobs for other people and the rich should take care of poor. He wanted to say, why our belly is so empty that I feel pain in it, why they do not help us and give us work? How can I send money to my wife and children; I do not have even money to buy a piece of bread for myself. The poor man dreamed to have a nice food and date there and now the only things he got were a colorless tea with some sugar.

He was very upset about the situation. And he did not know what he should do. All people were pretending to listen and they were quite, so he was quite, too. He sat until the Mullah was finished. Mullah was full of food, but he was hungry about something else and the poor worker was very hungry and so he could not think about other matter. The men who were close to the women section, tried to touch the women bodies from the under clothes which was on the carpet. And was lose. So they could bring their hand in other section and try to touch the feet or legs of women. If the woman did not want, she could change her place, but if she was agreed would continue to sit there. Generally the women who wanted to be touched by men ; were trying to sit close to the men ‘s section. So they were also happy if they saw a hand of a man is touching their feet or legs. It was a very funny accident, a hot woman was sitting next to the worker and she tried to have his intention, but the poor worker had other problem. The hot woman tried many time to touch the man, but he did not respond as he had other issue in his mind. So the hot woman get angry and now she wanted to revenge from the poor man. Such woman that let their veil fell down and as nobody care about them, they cry and say bad words to the first man close to them. Or those women in the time they are with their husband, pretend that a man touched them and they prepare their husband to fight with the man. So they are opposite type of Soraya and they want their husband make love with them and touch them more. So they try to make their husband joules. So these type of women want always the men should fight about them and so they will be satisfied.

So the woman who saw no action and reflection of the poor worker, cried loud that the man in the other side of the clothe touched her. So a huge man came to the worker ,and he does not even know what has happened, so the huge man took his neck and through him out of mosque. Now he was also upset about the mosque the house of God, that he was thrown out of it and he did not know why. A woman cried and he should send out of the mosque. In the other side of the mosque few other workers were sitting and were speaking to each other. Mullah looked at them with anger, but they did not care. They wanted that Mullah be quite, so they can speak louder and understand each other better. Both of them were angry with each other. Mullah wanted to speak and did not summarize his speech and his preach and the people wanted to speak with each other and were angry about Mullah not finishing his preach. In the other side were some young boys and they speaking also with each other and they laugh together. And Mullah said to them children be quite!

I do not know why such young children came there. May be like me they do not have any other places to go. The children were afraid for a moment and after a while; they start again to chat with each other. The children were also rude enough to ignore Mullah. In other side a religious man with his son was sitting, both of them were fat and could not stay quite, they moved all the time. One of the man close to the Mullah release a frets with a bad smell. And the boy asked the father when they are leaving mosque and will go back home as he did not finish his homework. So he afraid to be punished by the teacher next day. So the boy was not happy. The father took him with force to make him religious like himself. But the Mullah speak so wired that none of them could comprehend his preach. May be the wish of the boy was if the Mullah can be quite and finish his speech, so he can go home and do his home works. In the other side of mosque there were some sport men, who have some good businesses and they are together always. Something like a gang in USA. They were the only people who also tried to learn. But it seemed that they were also not very happy. They wanted to know more about Islam and religion. May be they could be mislead as Mullah was not a good one. The most interesting thing was a fine and very modern teacher there. I could not understand why he was there, he was much more clever and much more educated than Mullah. May be he wanted also to learn something from Mullah. The poor Mullah could not know how he with such crazy groups of people can preach. From academic one to simple ignorant one. In the women circle was much easier for him as all women were almost in the same level of understanding and education.

So he has to speak so simple that the worker could understand and the teacher will not laugh at him. But Mullah did not care about these matters so much. What he want food and sex. Food he had enough, but love and sex was his problem. He was killing the Imam Hossein and the only matter what he preached was how badly he was killed and he suffered a lot, but he did not speak about the philosophy of his action or he did not say about his knowledge and his view to have a better life for the Moslem. That he was against the dictatorship of Omarians. Or he wanted to fight against unjust. Mullah was smart also. He looked the crowed and he tried to speak so that the majority could understand from his words. Always a minority were upset and angry with him as they could not flow his speech. He looked many times to the people and he changed the way of his speech when he feels the majority could not follow him. Some people also would leave the party and they would have gone with the excuse of restroom or other things. Some people stayed longer, because they hoped they can eat there also. But many people also get upset of his speech and or they could not understand what he was speaking about. So they fight with the kids and wives after his preaches were finished. They afraid to say something against Mullah as Mullah would announced them as without religion and they could come in trouble. So they had problem with the religion and could not speak freely about it, so they bothered their families. Sometime the people even fight about the Mullah Sadegh and his speech and after that they were going to their bed for rest. And in the morning again they discuss about the problem and get upset again. The main point that Mullah speak about was how badly the Imam Hossein was killed and suffered. He did not speak about good things of Islam and about science and knowledge which was preferred in Islam. Only he wanted that the people cry for the third Imam. So as the Mullah had not enough knowledge about the philosophy of Islam, he speaks more and less about the suffering of Imam and he was happy as the people cried badly. The poor people who get the good meal in the mosque forgive Mullah and as they did not understand his speech, they were OK with him. So they were happy by eating candy, food or hot tea with dates. And they forgive the bitterness of Mullah Speech to the sweetness of candies.

In the women section it was different. The women speak about each other and back biting and touched each other and speak about their sexual lives with their husbands or boy friends. Fatima speak about a nice boy friend she had, her husband goes to travel and she brings this young student home and make with him what ever she wants. The other women get joules and pretend that they have also lover and sex with nice young boys. The babies were with them and cry and wanted milk. And the women give their breast to the babies and the poor Mullah should see from top of his manbar the beautiful nice naked breast of women. ( I said that the Mullah is sitting about ten to twelve feet higher that other people in the Mosque, so he can see almost everybody.) so as he sees the two little breast of young women again between his legs was a hell for him, the little wanted a nice place to slide in. Another Fatima with one eye told her girl friend that her husband did not put his little one into her vagina. And her vagina wants so badly a hard big visitor; if she can help her. The other woman Sultan who could not see properly said that it is a long time that her husband does not make love to her. Roghiye without any hair in her head told the same thing. They have all sort of problems. Their husbands were cold and or unfriendly with them. They tried to cry artificially to have Mullah satisfied. They speak about their food is burned in the time they had postman on the door. The problem with Ali big and Ali middle or Ali little.

As I was not in the woman section I could not really understand what they told each other, I heard just some words like my vagina is now nice and I cleaned it with the medicine. I do not know how much medicine I need, but the man who sells it told me if I can explain how big the place I want to clean is, he can give me the proper amount. As the medicine which destroy the hair is also dangerous and if you use a lot of them your skin will burn. The women told Roghiye that she should let her husband go to the hell and they destroyed their life as Roghiye thought they can find a better husband for her. After that Mullah went home to have at least one nice kiss from his wife , the beautiful wife, but she afraid that after one kiss his little one will be hard and she will have trouble with him. So she did not even give one kiss to Mullah and said an Arabic verse instead to Mullah. The smart wife told him, you always say that the intercourse is a Satanic action, why you will do it with me. He must pay for the sentences that he made. The clever wife used his own words to be free from his sexual forces. The poor Mullah should play with himself until his sperm came out. After that this fifty three years man, was angry said Ghol hovalah and gets to the bath to have clean himself. He was more angry and more depressed after self playing sexual activities.