He is here, there, everywhere

(In memory of my farher)

He is here, there.

He is everywhere.

He is on my upper right hand side. I sense him. I know he is there. I see the glow over his head.

Watching over me.

I laugh with my children. He looks down, smiles and says nothing.

I play with my children. He looks down, smiles and says nothing.

I hold their hands and run through the fields. He looks down, smiles and says nothing.

He looks down and smiles and then cries that he is no longer with us.

My friend says everything comes in a package.

I say everybody comes in a package.

He came with:honesty, integrity,humor,love,family and cancer.

Cancer,cancer,cancer.

I look up to see him_No I don't see him. I cry.

I look down and see them. I know he is here, with us.

I smile.