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09-Jun-2008
روز اول کلاس اول من بوددر مدرسه خواجو چهارراه وثوق کمی پايين تر از سلسبيل بالاتر از اريانا . و اول صبح روکش اجري فاضلاب وسط حيات واداد ودوتا بچه کلاس دومي در حال بازي خر پليس افتادن توش و تا اتش نشوني برسه تمام کرده بودند و خفه شدن.بيخود نبود که همه اسم مدرسه را گذاشته بودن "خواجو گدا". پسره خودشو معرفی کرد"من بهنامم. " .."بهنام جوادي اصل " نيمکتش جلويه من بود .چشمايه زاق و موی فکلی بر عکس من و بقيه بچه ها که ناظم روز اول موهامونو با نمره چهار کچل کرده بود.زنگ اخر زده شد و من منتظر خواهر بزرگتر هواس پرتم بودم که منو ببره خونه و يادش رفته بود ..ترسيده بودم ولی شروع کردم قدم زدن به سمت خونه .فشار مثانه و هيجان کار دستم داد و حالا خيسم شدم .در عين تنهايي و نااميدي يدفه ديدم يکی داره صدام ميکنه, ديدم اونه ..با مادرش بود و با همراهی اون خونمونو پيدا کردم..اين اغاز دوستی و شيطتنتهايه ما بود .تا کلاس سوم با هم تو خواجو گدا بوديم ..تا موقعی که وسط سال خانوادش رفتن به اميراباد شمالی و اونروز روز بدی بود ..نيمکت خاليش تو کلاس سوم...چند سال گذشت و ما هم رفتيم اميراباد جنوبی و فرصت شيرازی و ثبت نام شدم در مدرسه راهنمايی کورش {دخترونه پسرونه} تو تخت جمشيد .روز اول برايه منه بچه سلسبيل ودوازده متری اينجا عجيب بود ..بجايه نعره پسرا اين جيغ دخترا بود که ميومد...يدفه ديدم يکی داره صدام ميکنه..هه هه بهنام بود ..بعد از خوش و بش و ردو بدل چند تا مشت اين اغازی ديگه بود از دوستی و شيطنتها و دختر بازيا..اخر سال دوم راهنمايی رفت مدرسه خصوصی فرانسوی در عباس اباد و منم رفتم دبيرستان خوارزمی و رفقای جديد ...دو سه سال گذشت ازش خبری نبود ...وسط انقلاب بود با دوستام سينا ,بهرام,,,کامی بهبهاني{نوه نتيجه ايت اله بهبهانی مشروطيت} زير گاز اشک اور تو دانشگاه داشتيم چونه ميزديم که بريم فيلم سکسی ايتاليايی اورسلا اندرس يا يه فيلم ديگه تو پلازا .. که دوباره ديدمش با دوست دخترش ..اومد جلو و ناليد از بی معرفتی من که سراغشو نميگيرم..بهش گفتم به شوخی "سوسول جان از مامي اجازه گرفتي اومدي وسط اين بزن بزن " و اونم گفت "اومدم که اگه دوباره مثه کلاس اول به خودت شاشيدي ببرمت خونه" ..بعد از اونروز اون اومد تو گروه ما و حال زياد کرديم تا انقلاب تموم شد و من چند ماه بعد جيم شدم و اومدم خارج..بعد من بچه ها همه اومدن بيرون سينا فلوريدا.کامی نيو يورک..بهرام لندن..و مجيد المان.....ولی بهنام موند...و بعد از چند نامه و تلفن ديگه فراموش شد...سالها گذشت و روزی از رويه بی کاری و کنجکاوي داشتم سايت رجوي و رفقا رو نگاه ميکردم و عکس کشته هايه مجاهدين و اون رو ديدم...زير يک عکس سياه و سفيد "مجاهد شهيد بهنام جوادی اصل ,شهادت سال 1361 " بهش زل زدم . اخه "بني" تو چرا خودتو قاطی جنگ ملاخمينی و رفيق سابقش رجوي مجاهد کردي؟...ولی ديگه مهم نبود که چرا و چگونه و برايه چي...و ديگر بار چهارمی نخواهد بود..به عکس کلاس اول و خانم تهرانی معلم خوشگل کلاسمون نگاه ميکنم و به بهنام .من ماندم و ياد اون نيمکت خالی کلاس سوم!!!
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So Sad!
by Maryam Hojjat on Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:40 AM PDTMaryam Hojjat, Ph.d.
We all lost dear ones in this last thrity years of IRI.
It is time to look forward for a bright future for new generation. Hopefully soon!
We all need closure!
by Tahirih on Mon Jun 09, 2008 07:01 PM PDTI lost good friends too , for different reasons , but all related to what has happened to us Iranians after 1979.
Today , a friend asked to see my old photos and I saw a good friend , at good times , going to a shomal trip and he was lost to the darkness too. I am having an emotional day too today. The scare is there always. Such a senseless death at such a young age.
Why do we care what someone else believes ? why do we kill when someone is different? why do we humans kill when even wild animals do not kill their own?
we all have empty " nimkats " in our hearts!
with the hope of peace on earth,
Tahirih
Similar story
by Iva (not verified) on Mon Jun 09, 2008 05:35 PM PDTMy older brother had a good friend name Bahram. Everyone, even me and my friends who were about 4 years younger liked him because ... he was great soccer player, best in our neighborhood, top of her class in studies, great manners where older kids used to kick us around, he in turned showed respect to us younger kids and ... and ...
I understand our families particularly my brother and Bahram lost contact during revolution. A few years ago I met a young lady who was from same city and whose father was worked with my dad and Bahram's dad. She told me that, Bahram who was in university at time studying medicine was executated after a summary court which found him guilty of membership to MKO. NO OTHER REASON ... I never told my brother about Bahram's faith; I want my brother to keep his found memory of Bahram and think of him as a still alive friend ... in many ways he still is alive with us.
Samsam jan , you can talk
by Red Wine on Mon Jun 09, 2008 05:22 PM PDTSamsam jan , you can talk about this to red cross office in swiss (US too!) ,i heard some iranian ppl had the same problem and they could help them,specially if he was killed in Iraq !!!
Yes Friends! I guess we all want "Closure"
by samsam1111 on Mon Jun 09, 2008 05:21 PM PDTLike RedWine said "who won? who is/are/was/were "
It,s all about closure...My older cousin was a helicopter pilot who crashed & died near Sulleymania in Iraq They never returned his body... I remember after the war ,My uncle traveling so many times there to be at the site where he crashed.He was atleast content that his son died somehow defending our nation....that was a "closure" for him...
Irandokht !!
Thanks 4 your kind comments & No it,s not a fiction..Today while driving I remembered him and that got me into writing this little piece.I actualy was going to attach a picture to this blog but changed my mind for personal reasons...
:=(
by Red Wine on Mon Jun 09, 2008 04:28 PM PDTPuffff ... I lost a friend (In Mersad Mission,that was which his parents told me!) in similar way ...
I can not believe it yet .. we lost many ppl in that non sense war,who won? who is/are/was/were guilty about it ? ... Damn .. nobody wanna answer me,nobody wanna think about what happend with Iran ... Nobody :=( .
Thx Sir .
sad story
by IRANdokht on Mon Jun 09, 2008 04:10 PM PDTThat was a really sad story. I was going to say that I hoped you made it up, but I know it happened to so many people that even if you made up your friend Benny, there were plenty of Behnams out there who died in vain.
you write very well
thanks
IRANdokht