Purging
Sara Ansari February 2, 2005 iranian.com
When I held your hand You didn't hold it back, I found completion with you But you always saw a lack.
I wanted to hold you But you didn't want to be close, Yet you would want to lie on top Your way of loving me, I suppose.
Whether I was with you or not My presence didn't matter to you, Instead of telling me you loved me You only said “me too.”
I bought a ticket for a plane Cause I could no longer hold my tear, I needed to break away from you But weakness became my greatest fear.
I tried to find answers in songs And increased my serotonin intake, Inspiration came from never before seen places I knew I was about to face my big break.
Strength from within took control I was ready for the tables to turn, Between us there is still a flame But no longer does it burn.
Neither of us should take the blame The question isn't why or who, It's regarding a difficult realization It's about purging myself from you.
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