Why I Do Things That I Shouldn’t Do – “Compulsion”

From The Inferno Within, A Goal In Mind ..
The Passion Of The Moment, Suffused With Action ..

The Ambiguity of Self, Mesmerized By Light ..
The Glow of Creation, Awaiting In Patience ..

The Robustness Of The Argument, With shadows Perpetuating ..
The Clamor Forthcoming, With No Anticipation ..

Although I Try To Be Sincere, Yet Sometimes Failing ..
When Trying Some More, Yet failing again ..

As Though I am Under Compunction, Never Ceasing ..
With Adversity, Yet I Reclaim ..

Occasions Come And Go, Yet Patience Persists ..
My Mind In Control, Yet Lingering On ..

My Selfishness Ever Present, Responsibility Wanting ..
My Conscience Knows Well, Yet My Body Weak ..

As Moments Come And Go, My Patience Running Out ..
As Though All Control, Slowly Fading ..

Friends and Colleagues warning, Affection Persists ..
Gentleness Ever Present, Concern Overwhelming ..

Suffering Not An Option, But The Possibility ..
As Time Goes By, More And More Eminent ..

I Know My Deficiencies, Yet I Still Do ..
What I Shouldn’t Do, I Still Do ..

As Though Control Is Gone, Yet I Persist ..
As Though My Will Is Not In Check, Yet I Continue ..

I Come And Go, Yet I Don’t ..
Get Too Far, Yet I walk ..

It Is Easy, But Yet It Is Hard ..
Controlling Oneself, Most Difficult ..

I Know What I Should Do, Yet I Don’t ..
The Pleasures Of Sin, Much too Attractive ..

I Have To Understand, That To Control This ..
My will Should Prevail, Not My Compulsion ..

That Means, My Will Should Be “Strengthened” ..
My “Weakness”, should Be Kept At Bay ..

Again, I Know That It Is Easier ..
Said Than Done, But ..

My “Salvation”, Will Not Be Achieved ..
“Unless” ..

I Try ..
Hard ..

Hard And Hard ..
I ..
Try ..

There Is No Easy way, But ..
I ..
Know ..

That My Body Is Weak, Therefore ..
I ..
Have To ..

Strengthen ..
My ..
Spirit ..

Two steps Forward, And One Step back ..
I Move Forward ..

Knowing Full Well ..
That ..

My Destination ..
Is ..

Getting ..
Ever “Closer” ..

O’ Lord, Help Me ..

Guide My Path ..

Strengthen My Feet ..

And Most Important Of All ..
Give ..

“Me” ..
“Patience” ..