Yahia Lababidi and Sheema Kalbasi
I have not found the key to myself
the one that will get the high gates
to swing wide open and the lights
to come on all at once
I have not found an ethos,
one that does not seek to impose
and expect but is alert and able
to breathe in all at once
When not denied entrance entirely
I fumble in the dark and stumble
blindly, run into doors and walls,
groping and hoping
A place where everything
does not hoard a secret and hope
is not false reaching, grief neither
furtive nor triumphing
I knock my head against false ceilings
and trip on traps I forgot to dismantle,
then start at the sight of my reflection
bumping into my selves.
Yahia Lababidi is the author of Signposts to Elsewhere and the only contemporary Arab author in encyclopedia of World’s Great Aphorists. In her testimonial Naomi Shihab Nye writes: “Signposts to Elsewhere is a succulent, stunning collection of images and thoughts more well-lit than the old swinging torches of the lamplighters. I find myself pausing everywhere among these wisdoms, wondering why the world stumbles and staggers through such a dark and greedy time when there are people alive with such keen, caring insight. If Yahia Lababidi were in charge of a country, I would want to live there.” Lababidi’s latest can be ordered here.
Sheema Kalbasi is the translator and editor of Seven Valleys of Love, a bilingual anthology of women poets from Middle-Age Persia to present day Iran. Visit howitgoesnaked.blogspot.com
