The life of Laleh Now as you may be know our children and children of Iran are under pressure. They are killed and torched and even to destroy their characters are sexually misused and attacked. Neda is killed in Tehran Street by shooting direct in her heart. A real police will never shoot direct in the hear, but in the legs. And Mona is hanged in Shiraz as she was born in a Bahai family. She was only seventeen years old. But the student of my friend Surena died, because of other problem, the people misused her for as a drug agent and killed her by giving her more drug to get ride of her. Three girls one for political problem and quite protest , one because of religion of her parents, the other one because is misused by business people who want to make money by selling illegal drugs.
The unseen hand behind this action which is performed by other Iranian who are totally brainwashed and trained to be without any sense, is clear. The greedy people who want to destroy Iran and the third world. In these days the children are not so polite like in the past, some children even disrespect their parents and teacher, but the parents and teacher do not want them to be killed or punished heavy. But the government of Iran wants the total obedience from the youth today. And if they do not they kill them. In this time I am trying to write the real stories of my students who were beautiful young, intelligent girls and they had even rich parents, but they were misused by the society of those days. They were misused to use drug and other illegal material and were sort of agents for the greedy people. The beautiful girls and handsome boy attack are always in dangerous situations as the people attract to them and they try to misuse them. As a teacher I had always contacts with students and I try to write their lives and my experience because I thing it will help other students or people to use these experiences. I hope that will help to guide some people and some students. I had students with different idea and they believe different philosophy and different ways of life. They believe in different religions according to the teaching of their parents or other people. Or they believe that one or two schools are good and should be flowed. Even in the time that I thought engineers who wanted to go to Germany for more education, I see in them also the young students who should be guided and helped. They were engineers who were hired by government of Iran, and now Iran wanted to send them to Germany to be trained in the new system and new materials which in the time that they were finished with universities did not exist. I started teaching from kindergarten and continue to elementary school, middle school, high school and university. And at the end I was also language teacher for engineers and doctors who wanted to continue their education in Europe and see new and advanced materials. I had in this way students from any age, any religions, any nationalities and races, so I learned different cultures, religions and different ways of thinking. I was teacher in Africa, Europe, Asia, and America. I loved always my students like my own children, regardless to their nationalities, races and religions. Many times I saw my students have problems with the government and I tried to help, but how and what can a teacher help as the students has political problems especially in Iran or Africa.
My other friends who were also teacher have the same stories in their minds. The young people are different, they have different problems, they attract to a matter one day and next they do not like that matter and that subject. Today they are in love with something and in few days they hate it. Easily you can change the mind of young people and just persecute young people is wrong, as you can even change easily their mind. Today they are attracted by communist idea in few days they fell in love with the capitalist idea. So it is a big mistake to kill young people, because they have different idea, they can change their idea very fast. The teacher should not be indifferent with their students as they need to be guided. The real teacher is the teachers who are trying to help them, not those who want to revenge them, because they were not polite and or not nice to them. The government of Iran persecutes or even kills students and young people because they have other idea or they believe in other religion, they can change their idea in few days even. Sorrowfully I saw in Iran and in other countries teacher who did not like their students at all and they see in them somebody who they should fight with and destroy him/her. Or they wanted to show them that they know as a teacher more and tried to fail them. And were happy if a student has failed.
I saw teacher who destroy the life of a student and did not show any mercy or forgiveness accordingly. Also in university I saw teachers or professors who were happy as a student fails. I thought they should be like fathers or mothers to students and have love and mercy accordingly. But what can we do, we are human being and full of mistakes. As the Christian say we all are sinner, less or more, but sinners are we any how. The teacher is like a candle should burn and give light to others. The first year that I was teacher, they sent me to a high school in the south of Tehran. The children of south are sometimes impolite, rude and they like to tease their teacher and other people. But the same student as they realized that I love them and want just to help them and teach them, they were nice and friendly to me and I had no problem with them any more. They did what ever I asked them, and they tried very hard to make me happy. The human needs love and if this love is from parent’s side it is fine, and if it is from the teacher or closed friends, they will be happy. But sorrowfully some people misuse the love and so the people will be more careful to love other people. Sorena was reading a poem that ever wanted to see me burn should come and see from far, that I am burning now. I said Suren what has happened that you are reading such poem?
He said they executed two students of mine, because they were Mojahedin of people, or fighter of people. These good students have fallen to a trap and they misused them for their goal, which was power and money and these innocent young people should be executed. If they met the other group with other different idea, they would accept that, but they met the Mojahedin of people so they were friend of them, it they met the Islamic group they would be attracted to them, you know the young people are like this, they can be influenced very easily. And the government does not understand this and think by shooting and killing them, the other young people afraid and they do not join any group of people and do not go to any gatherings. Yes I told him, I had also students who were contacted communist and with the time they were interested in their ideas, later they got some American friends and they changed their mind very easily to a capitalist idea.
I should say the young people are so innocent that everybody can influence them and change their minds so it is completely wrong to execute them because of their thinking. Their thought can be changed easily. They believe very fast also. Even the adult is sometimes the same and they will be influenced by their friends and family. And if they contact one group, with the time they will like the idea of that group. Suren continued I love all my students; I do not care if they are communist or capitalist supporters. What made for me if my student is the son of a clergy man and is a radical Moslem, or his father is an atheist and he does not believe in God? Both of them are my students and my spiritual children, part of my mind and body. I thought them, they learn many years with me, and how can I see that they are killed for just an idea. They did not fight with the government with the gun; they just read some books and have different idea. For me as a teacher I love the same love as spiritual father, the Islamic radical girl, who come to the class with totally covered head and body, or the Christian girl who came with not enough clothes and feel free so.
To teach in international school has this good point that you learn different people and different cultures. Surna continued that for him the Danish boy and the Hungarian boy or the Japanese girl and Korean girl have the same value for him and he loves them equally. I get upset when they are upset and I get happy when they are happy. When they told me that my Bulgarian ex student is selected by the ambassador to be his secretary, I was happy and even proud. When some people told me that my Hungarian girl student is the boss of Siemens in Hungry I got very happy, the teacher is so; it is a love work, like a gardener who is happy when his flowers are beautiful and grow nicely. Two of my Hungarian students were genie, one Katy Marky could paint like a professional painter and she did the painting so nice and so beautiful and Agnes the other Hungarian girl could write such touching composition, that as a teacher you got proud and very happy. Do you think I could be indifferent and say nothing to my genie and good students. When I saw that my students are writing better than me and painting also better than me, I get happier. Do you think a teacher should be unhappy if he/she sees that their students are doing much better than the teachers? So it is clear that the teacher get more happy and proud of the good students. I had a Koran student; she could create such nice painting that me as her teacher could not do it.
I could not hide my happiness and told her, your painting is very nice, good job; I as your teacher cannot create such a nice work. You are genies. That is not a bad feeling if the teacher sees the young students are doing better than he /she does. But it is a proud situation for the teacher sees the young people are going further than he/she. But she said, but you help me to be so good. One day Katy told to the Surna you said that I can paint better than you do. Is it true? Suren said yes; it is true. You had a teacher like me, I am happy if you are better than me; but I had a teacher who could not see me and as I wrote nice composition and read in the class and all students were excited and admired me; he looked at me and all students said the Surna is better than 20 the highest grade in the school system of Iran. He was upset and told the class the 20 is for me; I can write better composition than Suren does. I thought he will give me at least 19, but he gave me 13 which is a bad unlucky score. And he said you composition was only just nice words. Not a good one. But Surena was a different teacher, he did never bring his personal problems in the classroom and in the class he was only for the students not for himself any more. He loved his students and wanted to share his experience and knowledge with them. He tried his best to be a good teacher. As Suerna show a lot of attention to Katy Marky, she wanted to misuse his attention and did not show a lot of respect for Suren. Suren spoke with her father and said to him, that because he admired Katy, she is not listening to his advice any more and ignore me sometimes, the father was a clever man and did understand the problem and spoke with Katy and she was good and respectful again. The cooperation between Katy’ father and Suren were excellent. Suren was teacher for fine arts and English literature. He loves beauty of the nature and beauty of people. For him a beautiful woman was not a sex object, but a pure beauty, something like a nice beautiful flower.
He respects women and girls as beauty creature and not as a cheap matter. He also means that the girl and women should be very good knowledgeable and smart so they can protect their beauty, if they are just beautiful and not very well educated ; they can be misused by society and by greedy people as a devise for making money for them and be misused by them. Suren was very concerned about the beautiful girls and handsome boy as he thought they are good target for bad people and they can be cheated very easily if they are not smart and careful. So he explained to them that they should be very smart and careful in contacts with other people. As they have something, these type of people need. The beauty, which can be a good devise for them to make money and in the same time to destroy their lives. In his small house he had a good big collection of flowers and fruit trees. All fruit and all type of flowers you could find in his house and the green house in his home. All the fruit and trees flowers, which could be grow in Tehran and in his green house, were there. The international school gave him a very good salary, so he was able to do all these activities, in his house he had a big room and showed movie for his students, especially at the week end. His house was more like student house as a private single family house. He was rich and he had good salary, and he was smart enough to use this money in the best way. His house was full of flowers all colors and all type of flowers, full of fruit trees in a very good healthy condition. Very well inspected and kept.
His house was like a flower house and a museum of flowers and fruit trees. He does not need to buy any fruit and vegetable; he did not even need to buy eggs or milk. He produced all of these in his little farm house. In his rooms there war beautiful painting also with nice Persian carpets. His good students gave him their best work as a gift and he framed them in very expensive Persian frames and gathered them in different rooms. He had eight bedrooms in his house and huge family room, which he used or showing movies to the students, at that time there were not DVD or Videos so to show a real movie with the big picture like in a cinema was a popular thing at that time. Surena had gardener and servant, but he did most the work by himself as far as he could. The gardener and servant were only help.
Surena has a very beautiful student who learned with him also privately, they were a little bit more than teacher and just student; they were closed friend. Suren liked this girl very much and the girl was very nice and friendly to him. She come to his house and helped his mother. The mother of Surena was also a retired teacher. This girl was half Iranian and half German, her mother was a German woman that her father married her, may be in the time he was student there. The mother was not very smart woman, more she was after mode and nice clothes and fun; than taking care of husband and children. They were four girls and two of them were born together, but from two different eggs. They were twins. Her name was Laleh and the name of her twin sister was Sholeh. The father was a rich engineer and has a lot of properties in Tehran , London and Germany .
Her mother was a model for clothing in Germany and I thing she was a simple woman without good background of high education. Laleh was a very beautiful girl; nobody could not look just one time in her face or her body. This girl has big green eyes, very nice skin and she was tall. The body was also perfect. She had dark blond hair and very nice hand and legs; perfect also for a model. I remembered as I walked with her on the street, everybody looked at her not just one time, but many times. Many people even told her, oh girl you are very beautiful. She knows also that she is extra beautiful. Her face with a happy laugh was always covered. She was always happy and she was more like an angel than a girl. Sorrowfully a lot admire make her a little bit abnormal. She thought also that she is fine and does not need to work and learn very seriously. Rich father, beautiful face and body and intelligent; so she thought may be, too that she is very perfect. She lives in a huge expensive house, good father, private driver, cook, servant and few gardeners. Her condition and her life was a dream for many girls. Laleh speak very nicely also and never I saw her without being not laughing. Laleh finished the Iranian international school and went to USA for further study. She gets her BA and came back to Iran and worked in a Persian state secretary. She was executive secretary of a PhD young man, who was her boss. She could write good letter in English and Persian. The PhD man did finished his study in Germany and came to Iran to work for the ministry of higher education. Laleh stayed in USA very short as she knows the English language like her mother language, she was a child in international private expensive kindergarten in Tehran. So she stayed may be three and half and came back with her BA in Iran. And as she knows the Persian and English language very good, she gets a good job with a good salary. One day the Dr. the chef of Laleh asked Surena to visit him for some discussion. Sorena also teach at the university as he had also PhD. Suren told me, I saw my ex student behind a nice table. Very huge room for an executive secretary. She was may be about twenty two years old.
She stand up and guided her ex teacher to the Dr. Office and give and very warm will come to Suren. The Dr G left his table and sit in a coach next to Suren and Laleh also came with some papers to help them. With the so called revolution in Iran, Laleh went back to London and lived there. Her father as I told has a lot of properties not only in Tehran, but also in London and Germany, so it was easy for Laleh to go back to London. So as many foreign left Tehran and also many Iranians who send their children to international school have gone to Europe or USA, so Suren was also lost a lot of income and jobs and has to go Europe. As Suren was so many years teacher in international school, he found a good job in a school in London area. Laleh was sort of girl friend to the Dr. G, but he was not so serious to marry her. I do not know why. May be because Laleh has sort of European culture and she accepted that culture as her mother was a simple German woman, she was an easy target. The father works a lot and has no time to guide her daughters; so they were between two cultures. She slept with Dr G before marry her and may be this was one of the reasons that Dr did not marry her. I did not believe that Laleh slept with the Dr. But Suren showed me the letter of Laleh in which she wrote for her good closed friend Suren that she slept with the Dr. Suren continued to explain that one day I saw Laleh, she was buying food in a London market and she was so happy to see me. She asked me to visit her and gave her address to me.
She was a simple woman and has a child; a girl who was very nervous. Dr. G told me in Tehran that Laleh cooperating with the drug dealer and may be that was the cause that he did not want to marry her. I think after that Laleh was very depressed and may be had more activities with drug dealers. And they may be addicted her also. She was a little bit confused. The small boy who was living with Laleh was a simple man, from worker class family. But not good worker class, he was may be on drugs, he drinks too much and play cards and gamble also. That type of men who want fun and what ever they have; will spend for fun. I mean cheap fun. He was the driver and took Laleh in her house, as Laleh was more European than Iranian; so she was not careful with the people. So she was friendly to the driver and he was also trying to have relationship with her. So as he was a bad boy, makes a plan to trap the poor Laleh in ;and as later he had a taxi, tried and programmed to contact more with his taxi more and brings her to her house. He knows the time that Laleh was finish with her work and exactly he came in that time and took her in his taxi and brought her home. So he could in this way be closed to her and invited her to parties and I think with the time he introduce her drugs and wine. But he acted so that the simple poor Laleh like him and with the time he gets closer and closer. The father of Laleh was busy with the work and making money and the mother was a simple German beautiful woman and did not know about Iran and the culture very well, and for her to have a boy friend was a normal action. The nice and good life that the young driver showed Laleh and a lot of money that he spend for her, effect the poor Laleh and some how she has interest about him. He was a short boy and had not even finished the high school. But he was some how smart and got the heart of Laleh, he showed so that he can make a lot of money. Or may be he won in a gamble and spend the money easily for Laleh. I saw the boy, he was sort of play boy type, who have not a good education, but they know how they can put a girl in a trap. He obeys totally Laleh and what ever she said he did it. And sowed her so that he is in a deep love with her. Even if Laleh hits and bits him, he let her do. He was totally in her hands and Laleh thought that she will do with him what ever she wanted. He showed her total obedience and total acceptance. So after a while this relationship came to a point that Laleh has a child from him; in this time the family of the boy came to ask the father for permission of marriage. Because they thought as she is pregnant the father will easily agree for marriage.
The good father, the engineer knows about the matter actually very late. And he knows that the girl is pregnant and the people came to his house with Islamic clothes in the Shah time, to ask for her hand. So the father asked his employee to send them out of house. Laleh was pregnant in the six months and still the father was not agreeing to have a son-in-law like that. Any way the beautiful girls are always in dangerous situation, as most men are attracted to them and they try to get them with all tricks they know. And they will experience a lot of plans to get the girls. Especially some girls who do not have full time father or mother, and they are so busy that they have no time for them. The father of Laleh was after money and work, the mother was spending time in buying shoes and clothes and going to model houses and have fun. A luxury house full of servants; and the children left by their own. A life which is empty in reality but looks good from outside. So as Laleh was, the first man who shows interest about her, she will accept and fell in love with. The Dr G was may be her first love and as he left her, the second man has get her. How it is possible that a very beautiful girl, who has BA from USA and has rich parents will accept a boy who has nothing in his hand, no education, not a good job, is drinking and is may be also addicted to drug, has no money and may be no parents. Did not even finish the school. Cannot speak properly even Persian. So the nice girl even pregnant from that boy. It was may be very hard for the father and he was destroyed by the action of Laleh. I think the father send the girl to England ,because he knows she is pregnant and it is not good to have the baby born here in Tehran. And the boy was also disturbing Laleh. So he sends her to London. He could not also be agreeing for the marriage of his daughter with the cheap boy. I think Laleh was addicted now to the wine, drinks and drugs, illegal drugs. The poor father thought with money he can make her children happy. And now he sees that Laleh is burning in the addiction of wine and drug. May be the boy raped the girl when she was drunk and now she was pregnant.
May be he loved Laleh and wanted even marry her, but her father could not accept a man who has not even high school education, has no work, is addicted and has no money take as a son-in-law. The other two daughters of him have also the same condition, one of them was pregnant from a German boy friend and has a boy, a nice intelligent boy named Majnon. The other one is divorced from a good husband and I heard that she killed herself. And the fourth girl was very young. But hat can happen to every one. Many nice girls are destroyed by bad husbands or boy-friends. Even the parents who are very concerned about their children and are always after them and try to best for them can have the same problems. It is a luck some girls met bad husbands and some good one. But generally beautiful girls who have not a full time father or mother, have more risk to get bad partners. In the case like Laleh; a very good hearted girl, with beautiful face and body, from a rich family, without a concerned mother is a good target for the play boys. And they will try with thousand of tricks to get them. May be if Laleh did not drink and did not take the drugs, the boy could not have sex with her and pregnant her. Sorena said that he sees one day Laleh on the street and she invited the teacher in her house. Surena went to her house and see the boy is living there, too and they have a child, a beautiful girl. But the boy has problem to stay in London and the police wanted to send him back. The boy could not speak English and has no talent to learn language or another work and work like handy man. He was addicted and was lazy also. The Laleh did not have a work, too and the father paid her cost and the baby girl. I think the police wanted to send the boy out of England. Laleh was not the same Laleh as she was in Tehran; the laugh was gone from her face. She was serious and upset. She feels now the problems. Her girl was a nervous girl, which cry and was not nice or friendly. She does not even see me. I mean the little girl. This time Laleh was not the friendly happy girl. She feels the difficulties in the life now. The second time that I saw Laleh, in London street she was worse that before. Her clothes were not nice any more. And she was more serious and upset that the first time. Again she invited the teacher her ex friend to her house. Surena laugh artificially as he was also upset to see his beautiful student in such a bad shape. Suren went to her house for dinner, she cooked a very simple food, the cheapest part of the chicken and she was poor and asking for money from me to buy the drugs. She was not in a good condition and her clothes were dirty and not adjusted. Even the bottom of her clothes was not adjusted.
She was in a very bad shape and her little girl was crying the boy friend left her, may be he could not stay there and get a job also. This Laleh who had cook in Tehran now had nothing, she bought the cheapest part of chicken and cooked them with water, no oil and no seasoning were used in the dinner. Her clothes were old and ugly and not in good condition. She was not a lady any more she was addicted and her baby cried the whole time. I stayed for dinner with her and she said you brought nice flowers for me, but I preferred you could give instead of flowers cash money to me; I could use it better. I said your father does not help you any more, she said; yes, but my costs are high. I will rent his house and move to a room. So I will have more money to buy the drugs that I need. I think her first sister the oldest one was addicted through the boy friend; the father at that time put her in the hospital and saved her life. But now the father was in Tehran and she was in London. She said her father will come soon to London to help her. I heard later that she rented the father house and went to a little room so she could use the rent for her extra costs. I called her and invited her to a restaurant. I thought to give money to a person in her situation does not help her. She came to the restaurant and was a little bit happy as she sees she had a friend who cares about her. She eats well, but again she asked for cash money. I said Laleh, you know that I am just a teacher and to buy drugs is very expensive. I can help you with the food and even if you cannot pay the rent for your room, you can come to my house, but I cannot pay for your drugs. You know that. She cried and thanked me for invitation. But she said her father will come soon and they will go back to the house that she rented. Her father contacted them and asked them he will pay the rent back so they can go out of the house. And he paid also for the room that I rented. He asked me to move back in the house and he will join me in few days. I invited Laleh again to a restaurant, as I know she had no money for food. And the little girl needs food. She spent may be the whole money the father send for the drugs. I tried to help her in the way I invited her to restaurant and to my house and give food to her and the child. She was so indifferent that even the crying of the girl does not disturb her any more. Every day that I met her, she was worst than before. She was burning from the drugs. She was losing her flash and her muscles. She gets thinner and thinner. One day she said that her father will be here tomorrow; she was happy as the father can support her better than me. As he was rich and I was just a teacher with a small salary. Few days later the father called me and said that Laleh is in hospital. And he asked me if I like to see her. As I liked my student I said sure, I will visit you and her in the hospital. The nurse guided me to her room. What ever I saw I could not believe it. The beautiful happy girl was in bed, destroyed and damaged. Like a flower in the last minute, dried and ugly. Such a beautiful girl is now an ugly woman. Her skin was yellowish and bad, like a ninety years old woman. She was even not thirty years old and looked like an old woman. Very old woman. All her muscles were gone; there were only skin and bones. Her hair which was so nice was like dead hair and no shining was there. The beautiful big eyes of her, which was full of love and life, was now half closed and has no light on them. I almost cried for the little students of mine; be so destroyed. These drugs destroy the young people very badly. The father was sitting next to her; his eyes were full of tears, his face as destroyed like his daughter. The twin sister of her killed herself and now this girl was in the bed of hospital almost like a dead woman.
He has her thin yellowish hands in his hands and looked with love and interest in her eyes, I remembered one time in Tehran as she has a good job, he said to her; you cannot stay like this you should marry and have a house for your own. Laleh was not conscious; she was not in this world any more. Half dead and half alive. And the father knows she cannot survive and the drug and other diseases had destroyed her life already. There was no hope or little hope. The tears were coming down from his face and he tried to control himself. He told me Laleh loved you very much and always said good thing about you, you were her hero. Why you did not ask her to marry you? She always told me that Surena is a very good teacher and he can be very good husband and father. One time she said I wish to have a husband like Suren. Why you did not marry her; your student who was in love with you and let her go to bad men? Why you let her go and did not keep her with you? This girl was totally in love with you and you did not feel it? You need only to ask for her hands and I would giver her to you; look you did not do it and see what has happened to her. I wish to have a son-in-law like you, but you did not show any interest for having my angel. I said I was her teacher and my mother was a teacher also, she told me the parent trust you and give their treasure their beloved children to you to educate them. You should not look with personal interest in them. You know that in Persian culture the teacher is like father or mother, spiritual father and mother. I looked always to her as my daughter; even she was only five years younger than me. My mother told me; it is not good, you think about your students as you will have them and take them. They are not yours; you are their father. Do not think about sex concerning them. Their beauty should be respected and not looked as pleasure and fun. They are like beautiful flowers; you should love them as beautiful flowers not for sex and husband wife love. You should not use their love and respect to have a love sex benefits. You should teach them and train them for life and not for your benefits. Her father laughed bitterly and said the poor Laleh is a victim of two different cultures. She was not traditional like you and your family and was not clever like a clever German girl. She was between and that destroyed her. She thought the sex with love is Ok and the boy cheated her. And took her love and her name. The German girl sleep with a man if they sure that he loves them deeply, but he drunken my simple daughter and raped her. And the German men do not destroy a girl who sleeps with them. Some sort of sex love protects both of them.
We do not understand this and for our culture sex and love is separated, and a girl who sleep with a boy before marriage is stupid and cheap. He said that is my fault I should ask you to marry her, because you as a teacher could not ask for marriage of my daughter. And now is too late. I told him, if I did know that Laleh wanted me as a husband I would ask you her hands. But I thought she like me, because I am her friend and teacher. I thought she loves me as a spiritual father or brother. I think with twenty seven she was like an old woman. The girl who was so beautiful. I was also sorry why I did not ask for her hand. I thought they are rich and I am middle class; and they want a rich husband for their daughters. I left father that day. And could not speak with Laleh as she was unconscious. May be she does not want to live any more with all of these problems and diseases. I had to go to Germany with my students. And after few days I heard that Laleh is died on the street close to their house and I did not have any news from father and other daughters. I heard that her other sister has killed also herself. And the father is living in a hospital for mentally problem he got. Suren told me I always told my students especially the beautiful girls and handsome boys that you are in dangerous situation and you should be very careful. As around them are people who want to misuse them. They want beautiful people for trapping other youths. They will use victim to have more victims. They want to make money and their business is the business of death and they select their victim among nice beautiful girls and handsome boy, so they can attract other victims to their million of million dollars business. These business people are cruel and for money they can even destroy the whole country. They want to sell their drugs and the other business people want to sell their weapons. As Laleh was the victim of their business, Mona and Neda are their victim of their other business. The business which based on hate and killing.
