i hate gossip but this one i need to share. maryam and zari khanoom have known each other since they were in the first grade at school. zari khanoom is now married and has three children. so the the other day maryam comes to the store with her face all white and her eyes all red. i asked her a lot to tell me what has happened and finally she tells me that zari khanoom and her had gone to have some coffee in a coffee shop and zari khanoom has told maryam that she is leaving her husband because she is madly in love with someone else and can not take it any more. at first she did not want to say the name of that person but when maryam insists she tell maryam that since she was 16 years old she has been in love with my maryam. she then asks maryam to leave me and go away with her to a new apartment and live together. hearing this maryam starts to cry and tells her that she loves her like a sister but she does not have any sexual love for her. maryam was shaking when she told me the story. i did not know what to say. but finally i told her that she passed the danger very closely and she was very lucky to have had a satisfying lover like me to show her the real pleasures of love making . may be if she had not experienced me and my ways of loving her she may have followed zari khanoom blindly and become a lesbian. i think she did not like what i said because she looked at me with very angry eyes and just walked out of the store. i haven’t seen her for three days now and she doesn’t answer her phone. what terrible thing did i say to deserve this punishment? you just can’t talk to women about any thing any more.
