Shoharjoon and I had a fight last night.
It was my fault.
I’m sad.
And I lied.
He said “you’re not the same girl I met, the girl who used to sit in 3 hours of traffic just to come and see me, you’ve changed.”
And I disagreed. I said I was the same girl, that nothing had changed.
I lied.
I am not the same girl.
A lot has changed.
I am not the girl who used to sit in 3 hours of traffic just to see shoharjoon anymore. I’ve changed.
Today, I’m the girl who will walk 300,000 miles in heels just to feel his breath on her cheek when he says hello.
Today, I’m the girl who will give up 30,000 years of her life to make him smile for 30 seconds.
Today, I’m the girl who knows that 3 seconds with him is more fulfilling, more meaningful, more important than anything else in life.
Today, shoharjoon is not a date after 3 hours of traffic, today he is my best friend, my love, my mentor, today, he is the one I trust with my life, the one I respect the most, today he is my everything.
This is the girl I am today.
P.S.
Shoharjoonam, abry nasho, abry ke mishy hamash tu delam baroon miyad 🙁
badihamo bebakhsh.
