زن چهل ساله يعني شراب


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زن چهل ساله يعني شراب
by Red Wine
16-Mar-2009
 

من هيچ وقت اينجوري نبودم.نه رومانتيك بودم مثل ژيگولوهاي لاتين، نه جنتلمن مثل ريچارد شيردل...

هميشه ميگفتم به اطرافيان كه : اقا جان... دو چيز بايد هميشه تازه باشند،
تخم مرغ و عشق .

و اما زن ... سه چيز رو زود به زود باهاس عوض كرد: زن،عشق و پيراهن زير.اقايون نگند كه اينجوري فكر نميكنند كه باور نميكنم.

چطور عوض شدم.. چطور طرف زيباي زن رو شناختم .. بايد برگردم به سالهاي پيش.

شما بنشينيد تا من دفتر يادداشتم رو باز كنم.

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سالها پيش , بعداز فرو ريختن كمونيست و قبل از رياست جمهوري ژاك شيراك بود كه از يك سفر تحقيقاتي به امريكاي جنوبي به پاريس برگشتم.

هنوز عرق سفر بهم خشك نشده بود كه پستچي خير نديده از بانك براي من يك نامه اورده بود.بانك ادعا ميكرد كه مدتهاست كه قسط خونه عقب افتاده و بيا فلان كن و بيسار !

رفتم بانك .. عصباني مثل مزه واسابي ژاپني و صورتم شده بود مثل يك اسكناس تقلبي, بيرنگ و بي معني!

داد زدم و بيداد كردم و هر چي ايروني بازي بلد بودم,انجام دادم.رئيس بانك نبود و يا قسمت بود كه نباشه, من رو بردند به اتاق معاون رئيس بانك...

خيلي هواي دعوا داشتم, اخه زورم ميامد كه قبول كنم حرف بانك رو...بد باهام رفتار كردند...خوب براشون عجيب بود كه يكي با شرايط من بخواد صاحب خونه بشه, اونهم كجا .. توي پاريس !

در همين افكار بودم كه سكرتر معاون رئيس صدام كرد كه برم پيش معاون.. ايشان منتظر شما هستند... با هواي لاتي و با باد ما خيلي طلبكاريم رفتم تو اتاق.

اولين چيزي كه احساس كردم بوي عطر خيلي خوبي بود كه به مشامم ميرسيد.هر چقدر به جلو.. به ميز معاون رئيس نزديكتر ميشدم, اعصابم به حالت رلكس كامل نزديكتر ميشد. نور نه چندان قوي اتاق رو روشن ميكرد .. وقتيكه به جلوي ميز معاون رئيس رسيدم صداي يك زن ارامش اعصابم رو تكميلتر كرد ...

-سلام ... لطفا بنشينيد!

جرات نكردم بنشينم.بي تربيتي بود كه زودتر از ايشان بنشينم.حتي پشت سرم رو هم نگاه نكردم.صبر كردم تا بياد و پشت ميز بنشينه و بعدا من بنشينم.

نشست..نشستم.

موهاش طلائي رنگ بود و طبيعي!چشماش پررنگ از زندگي بود و زندوني پشت عينك گوچي!

يك پيراهن ابي كم رنگ يقه اسكي پوشيده بود كه با دامن مارك شنل كه داشت,  همخوني ميكرد.

توي اين حالتها بودم كه شروع كرد به حرف زدن... حاليم نبود چي ميگفت, گوشهاي من نميشنيدن... انگاري رعد زده بودبه زير گلوم... لال شده بودم, توي اون لحظه ريتم قلبم همساز زيبائي اون زن شده بود.اين نبض قابل كنترل نبود... اين احساس,  قابل توقف نبود.

طول كشيد تا به خودم برگشتم...قلبم هنوز عقبتر از مغضم بود... چه راحت احساساتم تسليم حركتهاي چشمها و لبان اين زن شده بود.

اون روز كلي صحبت كرديم از مشكلي كه بانك براي من تراشيده بود و تا چند روز شخصا به اونجا ميرفم تا به اين بهانه, ببينمش.با اينكه ميتونستم كار رو به وكيلم بسپرم ولي من مدهوش او بودم و ديوونه برخوردها و نگاهاش بودم .

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مشكل من حل شده بود.روز اخر بود كه خيلي مرتب, شيك و مترو سكسوالي رفتم پهلوي ويكي (اسمش ويكتوريا بود).

در بين حرفهام سعي ميكردم كه چيزي نگم كه روز اخر خراب بشه.. خيلي نرمال و خيلي واقعي ازش دعوت كردم كه با من يك قهوه بخوره و در ضمن بيشتر در مورد مسائل بانكي صحبت كنيم.

نگاه به انگشتاش كردم.حلقه ازدواج نداشت.

لبخند زد.قلبم شكفت.

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اون روز عصر بردمش بار اسپانيولي ها در نزديكي خيابان ريشليو.اون روز شب شد و قهوه شد شراب و صحبتهاي ما شيرين !

تحت تاثير ويكي قرار گرفته بودم...حرفاش پخته ودند و افكارش بينظير.

به دلم افتاده بود كه اين زن بيهمتا رو بي دليل نشناختم... سرنوشت بود كه بيگدار به دل من زده بود و من دور از هوس و احساسات پوچ  زودگذر بودم.

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طول كشيد تا رسما به سلامتي خودمون, ليوانهاي شراب رو بهم زديم و ارزوي يك رابطه ساده با هم را كرديم.

به من ميگفت كه شبيه خواكين كورتز هستم.. با فرهنگ لاتين اشنا مردمش و بيشتر ميبردمش به محله هائي كه اسپانيولي زبان هستند.. غذا هنر فرهنگ لاتين براش تازگي داشت.

از ايران زياد بهش ميگفتم.از فاميلم و از هر نكته كه پيش ميامد,ايران رو براش تجسم ميكردم.

ويكي رمانتيك بود... احساساتي و ذاتا شيرين پرداز بود.

بعضي از روزها ميرفتم سر كارش.با يك دونه رز شرابي رنگ و يك بوسه به گردنش ,  سورپريزش ميكردم... بعضي از شبها مياومد به خونه من... دوست داشت براش از بولروهاي لاتين كه بلد بودم بخونم... يك وقتهائي خودش با پيانو من رو همراهي ميكرد و تقريبا هيچ وقت اهنگها تموم نميشدند چونكه اشعار ان قطعات زيبا ما رو به بوسيدن دعوت ميكردند و ما به دنبال بهانه بوديم تا هيچ لحظه ائي رو بي عشق بازي خالي نگذاريم.

دوره عشق ما و باهم بودن ما تنها هفتده ماه و يازده روز طول كشيد.

به  ويكي پيشنهاد رياست بانك رو داده بودند ولي نه در پاريس !

تا بهم بگه كه اين پيشنهاد رو قبول كرده, مدتي گذشته بود...

اون شب تازه از رستوران برگشته بوديم كه از در خونه تا اتاق خواب بيست دقيقه طول كشيد تا رسيديم... از بوسيدن لبهاش سير نميشدم... از لمس كردن ممتد موهاش , از گرفتنش توي اغوشم دست بر نميداشتم... ازش ميخواستم اسم من رو اروم صدا بزنه.ازش ميخواستم كه سرم رو بذاره به روي قلبش ... ازم ميخواست كه فاصله بين نفسهامون نباشه ... ازم ميخواست كه اون شب دستهاشو ول نكنم...

خوابم نميبرد !صبح شده بود. كنارم خوابيده بود و اروم اروم بدنش رو با دستم نوازش ميدادم... بهم جريان رو گفت !

بغض گلوم رو پنچر كرده بود...پنجره نيمه باز بود و نسيم خنكي ملافه ها و پرده ها رو ميلرزوند... يواش بلند شدم و رفتم براش صبحانه حاضر كردم.گل تازه توي خونه نبود.روي كاغذ به فارسي و به فرانسه نوشتم كه تو گل زندگي من هستي...

اون روز طلوع افتاب رو باهم ديديم...دستاش توي دستام بود كه اخرين مصرع هاي يك شعر اسپانيولي رو براش خوندم... صورت سرتاپا زيباش از اشك پر شده بود.

ويكي رفت... باز ليوان شراب من تنها روي ميز بود... براي تسكين اين جدائي, به غمنامه هاي چاولا وارگاس گوش ميدادم.

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از ويكي رومانتيك بودن رو اموختم و هر لحظه با عشق واحساساتي بودن رو زندگي كردم.نظر و عقايد من رو خيلي در مورد زن عوض كرد.

مزه شراب رو دوست دارم...بازگشت به عشق ورزيدن رو دوست دارم...


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Agreed but the good wine selection guides also apply!

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- Beware of expensive wine that shows very little promise

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- On what soil was it cultivated

- Who produced it was it cultivated with tender loving care?

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- Does it go down well with what you have at your table

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And if I haven't given enough innuendos then invent your own!


ebi amirhosseini

شراب ارغوانی عزیز؛سال نو مبارک..

ebi amirhosseini


 

با توجه به موارد ذیل میتوان گفت که تو طرفدار" چهلچراغ " هستی :

 

زن، چراغ خانه است!

می گويند زن، چراغ خانه است. لابد شنيده ايد که در همين راستا، بعضی ها طرفدار'چهلچراغ' شده اند و بعضی ها طرفدار'صرفه جويی در مصرف برق'!

با اين حساب می شود اين تعاريف را نيز ارائه داد:

* دوست دختر: چراغ گرد سوز! (در بلاد کفر، آن را GF می گويند. تحقيقات نشان داده اين لغت، مخفف عبارت Gerdsooz Fitile (فتيله گردسوز) می باشد که در شرايط اضطراری، روشنايی اندکی می افروزد و خاموش شدنش سه سوته است و يک فوته!)

* معشوق:  لامپ مهتابی! (در راستای رمانتيک بودن قضيه!)

* همسر موقت:  لامپ کم مصرف!

* همسر دائم: همان چراغ خانه.

* همسر مطلقه: لامپ سوخته!

* همسر ايده آل: چراغ جادو!( هردو افسانه اند!)


شعر مرتبط:
با غول چراغ ، آرزويی بکنيد
از او طلب فرشته خويی بکنيد
يک دانه بس است زن، مگر نشنيديد
'در مصرف برق صرفه جويی بکنيد'؟!  ***************

 


 

 

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I Love just my 40 years old woman!

by Alex... (not verified) on

THE GEOGRAPHY OF WOMEN

Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half
discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with
fertile soil.

Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well
developed and open to trade, especially for someone
with cash.

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relaxed and convinced of her own beauty.

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with a glorious and all conquering past.

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the war and haunted by past mistakes.

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with borders now unpatrolled.

After 70, she becomes Tibet . Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge.

GEOGRAPHY OF MEN

Between 1 and 100, a man is like Iran . Ruled by a prick.


HEVAK

Salty, it was cool

by HEVAK on

I enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed RedWine story.. please bring more fun. I believe that life is beautiful..and everyone deserve to be happy whatever it takes..as long as it does not hurt other's feelings..  and categorizing people according to their age, sex, race... is so wrong.. that would be brutal. I met so many women younger and older than my age and some of them does not act or cloth properly.. but i always told myself "do NOT judge them...imagine yourself in that same situation.. what would you do yourself?"

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BABA SALAVAAT BEFERESTEED!

by SALTY on

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Just wanted to add


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Red Wine Jan!

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what makes me surprised that you have not married with all these romantic experiences but never too late!


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رسيد لب به لب و بوسه هاي ناب زديم
دو جام بوديم که با نيت شراب زديم

دو گل که با عطش بوسه هاي پي در پي
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اگر زديم براي دل خراب زديم

موذنا به اميد که ميزني فرياد
تو هم بخواب که ما خويش را به خواب زديم
 
مگردد بي سبب اي ناخدا که غرق شده ست
جزيره اي که به سوداي آن به آب زديم...


HEVAK

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by HEVAK on

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TheMrs

by Mohammad123 (not verified) on

I can't wait to read your steamy sex story which you promised everyone you would write to deal with the 'generational gap' which you think is the major wrong thing with how Iranians are writing about sex. I am old but eager to learn.


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‫رد واین جان

Hajminator


این موضوع بسیار مطلوب و دل انگیز بود. مثل همیشه مطلب نوشته شدهء شما روان و لطیف گویا شده است. از خواندنش لذت بردم. متشکرم


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Dear Redwine

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This was indeed a very nice n romantic story, I really enjoyed.

Of course, comments and conclusion are free, I mean: hopefully!! That's why we are here and why we post articles and blogs.

I didn't mean to offend you my dear. I couldn't even imagine that people could get offended by what I have said. Although I must add that the one who spoke, is always objecting to me at this same odd way ! I don't reply to him anymore, I don't care.

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درود به دوستان گرامي.

-جهانشاه جان من با تمام زناني كه روابط عشقي در زندگي داشتم در ارتباط هستم وگر اينكه عشق غير مجاز يك شبه بوده باشد.

من به واسطه مشغله كاري نميتوانستم پاريس را ترك كنم.

-فتح الله جان نفهميدم جريان رو ... روشنم كن.

-سام سام جان من كلي مشتري بلاگت هستم.عزت زياد.

-ماندا جان.سالتي جان.سپاسگذارم.

-باجناغ جان.بنده از دعا گويان به درگاه حضرت عالي هستم.يك كلمه...چاكريم.

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-سوري جان.فراموش نكن كه مطالب من واقعي هستند و در زندگي خودم به وقوع پيوستند...منظور من تنها مطرح كردن روي اصلي زن بود كه متاسفانه كمتر از اين رو در بين ايرانيها بحث ميشود.بقيه قضيه تنها خلاصه ائي از يك  نوشته چهار صفحه ائي بود.نتيجه گيري ازاد است.

ممنون از توجه شما به عرايض بنده.

-پرينسس جان .سپاسگذارم از شعري كه نوشته بودي.

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سپاسگذارم از شما.


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Love is always young

by lover for ever (not verified) on

I read the love and passionate story of this gentlman and found it out that he realize what is life eventhough he was very depressed in his life.

Most of us donot feel what is the cure for any depression or lonleyness because we never tried to feel the reality of life which every live human needs love and passionate.

I am very positive and openminded person which i realy enjoy the life eventhough I am away from Iranian Community almost 14 years .still i feel where ever is love that is my plce and I never feel lonley cause I adapt myself to any situtation in order to enjoy the life ,cause life is short. then please enjoy the life


Jahanshah Javid

Beautiful

by Jahanshah Javid on

RedWine, I finally got a chance to read beyond the headline. What a beautiful story. I so wanted you to move with her to wherever she got transferred to.

You did not make any references to her age and how that made her any different than a younger woman.

In any case, it was very romantic. Lovely.


Souri

Anonymously this time

by Souri on

That's exactly why I said, what I said !!

In this story, the author do not talk about LOVE & SEX relationship. He yearns for romanticism "a la platonic" .........They talk about "oldr women" being understanding of love feeling, being affectionate and  dada da.....

But when it comes to sex, my dear Anonymously T.T, be assure that they always run to the 20/30 .........and bring back for you the same old statement : "but this, has nothing to do with love, it's just about lust, my love for you is eternal" .....yeah, you r right!!

Raison de plus (Additional reason) :


As JJ said above, if it was "true love" dear Redwine, why you didn't move with her to her new location?


Which one of you sentimental guys, would do it? JJ, would you move to Iran if you fall in love with a woman who wants to live in Iran?



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who would have known?

by Anonymously this time (not verified) on

that such a romantic blog turns into "older women" and "needy men" comments and gets to be this ugly

بابا حالتونو بکنین، چرا پارازیت میدین؟

زن ۴۰ ساله شد "older woman" آقای ردواین و آقای JJ؟؟؟ نه اینکه خودتون spring chicken بودین!!!

مرد ایرانی‌ هم یاد مادرش بیفته دیگه با سکس مکس کاری نداره خانوم سوری، این حرفای فروید رو جلوی مردایه ایرانی‌ تکرار نکن که گریشون نندازی.


Souri

ebi

by Souri on

1) If it is a joke,

- Yes that was said as a joke

2)  How do you know that ,we,the sentimental young men of yesterday,have need for affection

- I said : Those of you who expressed themselves as "preferring" old women and claiming that old women are more romantic and dada da...are in need for affection (generally speaking, can we??)

3)  lost contact with our moms at a very early age!!!

- Again, I said: especially, those who had lost contact in early ages (I meant early ages of teen) because most of us have emigrated here without our families (our mom) . Me, for example, I have been away since I was 20, now is like 30 years I haven't been in close contact with none of my family member. What's wrong with that?

4)  Do you know each of us up close & personal??!!

- No, I don't know each of you up close & personal (none of you indeed) but have read some of personal stories, each of you had posted here since more than a year !

5)  if not,it is an offending comment!.

- You are more offending to me with your comment, than what I seemed having said to all

But coming from you, this is nothing new  !!!

 


ebi amirhosseini

Souri jaan

by ebi amirhosseini on

 "Guys, you all miss your mom "!!!

How do you know that ,we,the sentimental young men of yesterday,have need for affection & lost contact with our moms at a very early age!!!!.Do you know each of us up close & personal??!!

If it is a joke, ok with me;if not,it is an offending comment!.

Ebi aka Haaji


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Run Souri Aka Dr. Phil, Run like the wind!

by SALTY on

Now you've done it, calling Iranian men, needy, Old? Knowing well, that some here are actually past their prime. And their romantic feelings a by product of the fact that they were not breast fed enough by their moms!

You better go into hiding for a while ;-)


Princess

Gentlemen!

by Princess on

Romantic gentlemen!! Older women = women in their 40s ???

Haven't you heard, in this day and age women in their 40s are more like the previous generation in their 30s. So please get with the programme! :)

Joking aside, Red Wine jan, as usual this piece was a delight to read. I will share with you a favorite poem of mine by  Sir Thomas Wyatt. This story reminded me of it.

They flee from me that sometime did me seek
With naked foot, stalking in my chamber.
have seen them gentle, tame, and meek,
That now are wild and do not remember
That sometime they put themself in danger
To take bread at my hand; and now they range,
Busily seeking with a continual change.

Thanked be fortune it hath been otherwise
Twenty times better; but once in special,
In thin array after a pleasant guise,
When her loose gown from her shoulders did fall,
And she me caught in her arms long and small;
Therewithall sweetly did me kiss
And softly said, "dear heart, how like you this?"

It was no dream: I lay broad waking.
But all is turned thorough my gentleness
Into a strange fashion of forsaking;
And I have leave to go of her goodness,
And she also, to use newfangleness.
But since that I so kindly am served
I would fain know what she hath deserved.

And Nowrouz-e hamgi pirooz!!


Souri

Guys, you all miss your mom !!!

by Souri on

All you sentimental young men of yesterday !! Sorry, to break it to you, but this is not love, this is only your need for affection, something that you miss badly since you lost contact with your mom, some of you at a very young age.

After all, love is all about a sense of neediness !


ebi amirhosseini

RedWine aziz !

by ebi amirhosseini on

As JJ,I read the title & thought OMG,this is an Iranian version of "Une Femme de Trente Ans" by Balzac !.Enjoyed reading it.

Happy Nowruz !.

Eyde shoma mobaarak !.

 

Ebi aka Haaji


Daryush

inja hameh

by Daryush on

daagh kardan


bajenaghe naghi

redwine jan

by bajenaghe naghi on

that was a very warm and sweet love story beautifully described. thank you. 


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Good story But...

by SALTY on

Good story RD thanks, but dame eidy ghamnaakemoon kardi!


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