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A delusional note to the unseen lady who was so pretty
26-Mar-2009
I know this profile is awkward, and my weirdness has no limit. I should thank you for not asking me about many questionable faces which I have with me. I know it’s your style to not ask questions, and see things as what they are. In the light of your unconditional acceptance of me ( which I’m sure is your intrinsic style and your prominent character), on the second thought, I would revoke my thank you back. Instead, I elaborate you more. Hope you take it as my eternal appreciation for the lucky feeling which has been emerged in me by virtue of your sudden creation.
Not being able to see you is not a good reason for not seeing you. Therefore, inevitably I imagine you in my mind whereas you’re side by side of me in a garden and in a breezy summer night. I imagine you better than the real you. So, please rely on me for that matter: you are skinny and tall, wearing a crimson satin skirt. You have big black eyes and a little mouth. It just happened that you look like that and it doesn’t mean that it would be the ideal picture a woman. But, it is occurred to me- a lovely impromptu- as a picture a woman at that given time and given place should turn up like this. How wonderful is it so far! Philosophically speaking, I understand that it’s a passive state to be subject of “liking”. You are ‘liked’, whether you like it or not. It is out of your control. If you know that you’re ‘liked’ by someone, as a matter of fact it should be more passive. In despite, you might be in state of passivity and at the same time you are influential on every nuts and bolts of other party. It’s a contradictory situation indeed.Although, the urge of knowing what is going on in your mind drives me nuts, but I’ve learned my lessons from the past: I should pretend that I don’t give a damn. But come on! Who I am trying to fool? I always have said there is an inherent capacity in you and many women to read it all; to decode all the centuries-long mysteries of masculinity genes- if there is any- in a glance. How is that most intelligent, most self-esteemed men turn to clumsy and weak creatures, when it comes to spellbinding eyes of a lady?! Anyway, I created you like gods do, and like all gods I’m nothing without my creatures. Nothing...None.. wheesh ...Finitto....
I created you in my mind and still I’m afraid to lose you. Similar to all dreams you’re so fragile. You will burst like a bubble. ...so god damn fragile! I created you and you can’t be mine. You belong to the air and the fluency of wildest dream which diverges from a canonical source.
Since its late night, I’ll stop writing by now & go to sleep. May a dream of you, garnish my sleep to the extent that the upcoming dawn would hesitate to pronounce another dragging day to me, Will she?
When I wake up, I would be Nothing,..None,..Wheesh...Finitto...
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Just because I don't leave a post
by Natalia Alvarado-Alvarez on Thu Apr 09, 2009 10:36 PM PDTdoes not mean that I don't read what you write. Except the Farsi ones but only because I don't know Farsi....yet.
I am working on the learning Farsi. :o)
So you doubt your writing? Always your worst critic......Persian Westender.
I believe we discussed this before on another of your blogs.
Favorite writer?
by persian westender on Thu Apr 09, 2009 10:28 PM PDTyou gotta be kidding me....:-)
Oh noooooooo!
by Natalia Alvarado-Alvarez on Thu Apr 09, 2009 08:21 PM PDTDarn it! I missed part of his post.
I was sooooooo busy with work that I am just catching up on reading some of my favorite writers on the web site.
Quel Dommage!
Oh well, that's life for you! :o)
Long live Edit button
by Anahid Hojjati on Fri Mar 27, 2009 01:55 PM PDTNow that Souri has written about the deletions, she has made us curious about original blog but writer has the right to edit their article/comment so if PW does not want us to know the original form, it is up to him.
PW, you are right about how each one of us identifies with personality of our choice in this cyber community. By the way, I have to hurry and edit my first comment.
Monda, Well, I don’t
by persian westender on Fri Mar 27, 2009 01:46 PM PDTMonda, Well, I don’t mind going to san Francisco. But, It really didn’t happen. We all can have many trips to san Francisco in our dreams or in the reality, however, ‘being there’ is really a different thing! Mind you JJ has left San Francisco for good! (sorry JJ):-).
Anahid, in this very cyber-community, we all identify with a personality of our choice. Don’t we?
No dear Souri, you’re not fozool, but I’m not going to repost it. It was a poetic form of this post and Its not important. But thank you for the input.
Thank you all for the comments
PW
by Souri on Fri Mar 27, 2009 12:38 PM PDTI regret you have deleted that introduction last night. You did it perhaps in order to avoid some misunderstanding, but now reading your text bring some confusions for those who haven't read it last night.
Indeed I've found it very accurate and your text is some how related to that one, as a base. I wish I could explain it to all, but I understand it's not my job, no matter how fozoul I be :-)
Persian Westender 's comment
by Anahid Hojjati on Fri Mar 27, 2009 01:48 PM PDTPersian Westender, your comment was hilarious where you wrote that you identified with at least two of MPD's personalities.
what's delusional about this?
by Monda on Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:49 AM PDTyou are entitled to do anything you damn please, in your mind. Even Shazde's favorite passtime..mageh nah Shazde? And I am not by any means implying that you must only stick with her in your imagination. Reality may be good too, even better.
double post
by persian westender on Fri Mar 27, 2009 10:45 AM PDT.
Daryush
by persian westender on Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:24 AM PDTMost of my blogs are in Persian. However, I also can find fun in writing in English at times.besides, many of younger genration Iranian-American can not read and write in persian.
And Mrs.
by Daryush on Fri Mar 27, 2009 10:26 AM PDTIf you come to Iran, let me know because I would love to take you out.
write in Persian
by Daryush on Fri Mar 27, 2009 10:25 AM PDTFarsi shekar ast.
MPD
by persian westender on Fri Mar 27, 2009 10:22 AM PDTI can identify with at least two of your personalities:-) thanks for reading.
I identify with you,
by Multiple Personality Disorder on Thu Mar 26, 2009 07:50 PM PDTtotally.
Shazdeh, dooroogh
by persian westender on Thu Mar 26, 2009 07:20 PM PDTShazdeh, dooroogh chera? In this case I was not even in the suburb, not even in California
TheMrs, I was on nothing. But may god cure my insomnia, then you may get rid of my blogs.
Souri, I deleted that because that potentially could creat misunderstanding
Thanks all for reading
The introduction
by Souri on Thu Mar 26, 2009 07:10 PM PDTwas already posted yesterday (late night)
PW had explained and described that lady to some point. But today he re-wrote his blog and had deleted those description !
Shazdeh, he says he created
by TheMrs on Thu Mar 26, 2009 06:46 PM PDTShazdeh, he says he created her in his mind! I rest my case. Enough said. :)
Persian were you on something when you wrote this? I don't see a beginning nor an end to this. But damn fun to read.
Did you or did you not?
by Shazde Asdola Mirza on Thu Mar 26, 2009 05:09 PM PDTI have been reading this for half an hour now. For god's sake, did you or did you not go to San Fran Sico with her?